I recently came across a poem that I wrote a few years ago and I speaks magnitudes about what so many times I feel and I'm sure we all go through in life.
Why Me?
Why Me, God?!
Why Me?
Why did You have chose me
As a representative of Your Kingdom
I'm nothing special
I've done nothing great
Why have I been chosen?
What makes You think
that I can fulfill whatever You command?
I haven't lived Your "Perfect" Life
I haven't drank Your "Perfect" Wine
I don't live in Your "Perfect" Mansion
I didn't ask
I didn't beg
I didn't audition
I didn't sign up
I didn't
I didn't
But You did
You adopted me
You took away the pain
And hurt from before
And made me feel loved
And made me feel wanted
You made me Your Little Princess
Oh I can remember the cornation
I may have not been the best
but I know that I have received
the best reward
I have fallen and tripped
Repeatedly
But You still come to my rescue
But You still come to my aid and my cries
I have said You name in Vanity
And cursed loudly to others
I have lost my temper
And done things I have know You would
Disapprove
But You still come and cradle me
When I am running back to You
You are still right there where I left You
On the trail of Life and Love
My Earthly father's love had diminished
and my earthly mother's love will
slowly die away
But Yours will forever be there
Forever be at the request
Forever be at my longing
Why me?
Why did it have to be me?
Why am I chosen for this task?
Why can't I be tossed to the side line?
Why me?
As I write that I out again, I think about many different times since I have written it that have probably come into my life which I have questioned so many times and been scared and not completely trusted God. That's a big thing that I can say do trust in God but I really have to put it into practice.
